haiss.
why did you have to leave ? if only you didnt..
things would be very different now.
every single time i think of you leaving, THEY get all watery.
haha. kinda normal right ? geeeeeeeees.
i miss you so much.
you miss me ?
not even a gooood memory which i could rely on, you left after hurting me.
hmm, but i no longer blame you.
how i wish, i didnt.
then, you wouldnt have gone there earlier than the rest. and.. might not, be on the way to the post office.
thus, every single time i think of you, i'd just blame myself.

haha. remember the "checklist" we made for "after O's activities" ?? haha.
kinda cute, coming to think of it. hmm but too bad, the checklist was only made..
but never completed..
can you come back ? geeeeeees. think its impossible.
:(

Hell of a day today ! haha.
well, from MACS, to AHEM, to ALL THE CRAP. including WAITING FOR movie time.
PLUS A SHITTY and DISAPPOINTING LEGION MOVIE.
hahaa. damn ! 
what a day.
so yeah. quite fun .
hmmmm. the movie jst sucks . POOR STORY LINE
it basically wants to show a movie where,
GOD loses faith in human beings and wants to destroy them , therefore sending his "children" aka ANGELs, to EXTERMINATE
HUMAN BEINGS. WTF ?!?!?!?!?!!
anyways, midway thru the movie, this mad guy. started this "prayer" thingy. somewhat.
idk what the hell he was saying. but he waas repeating it over and over.
and yeah, ppl were pissed and hurled vulgarities. oh well.
haha

Hmm, what are promises ?
Agreeing to requests, promises, were done because, there were "rewards" behind them.
however, what if the "rewards" were say, cancelled or gone ?
what would you do ?
continue with the promise ? or. break them ?
obviously breaking them would be a bastard act.
would the "rewards" continue to be taken away ?

Well, its been a LONG time since i woke up so early in the morning for school. haha, and yeah tiring, sleepy.
but kinda getting used to it after a couple of days :)
luckily tmrw its an hour later. can sleep longer ! 
getting panda eyes and stuff. haha.
well, got the uniform already, so dont have to worry bout that.
and, jyeah. most importantly, SUBJECTS ! 
well, i'm gonna be mugging for ECONS, GEOG, PHYSICS, (H2) and MATH (H1)
MOST LIKELY.
as its the first choice.
hopefully i wont get the third one, which inculded LIT instead of physics.omg.
cant imagine me takin lit. anyways,
cant wait for orietation..
but that also spells disaster as it would officially mark the end of holidays. and start of JC LIFE.
LOL. so jyeah :) thats all for today.

it's just a thing in name, what's the big deal ?
furthermore..tsk. nvm forget it.

and, one thing's for sure..
Nothing Is 100%.
i guess.

this sucks


.
life was definitely better off as a child, without any worries.

haha finally, something off my chest.
not too bad for O'lvls.
Four As, One B, AND ONE D.
ONE EFFING D.
for BIO.
I STILL FAIL THAT IRRITATING PIECE OF SHITASS SUBJECT.
ahaha anyways.
not to worry, got 9 for R4, 16 for R5. :)
so yeah.
to all o'lvl ppl out ther.
no matter what ur results are, go on in life :) haha

LONG TIME since i updated man.
haha
life's been a rollercoaster so far.
ups and downs.
ahha all part of my WONDERFUL life =.=
hahaha
that was partly sarcastic.
anyway, am i TOOOOO FORTUNATE ? so to speak.
haha if you know what i mean.
i got THREE, instead of the supposed ONE. hahaha
but its all over already i guess :D
back to ONE .
hmm jyeah ! hahaha nextweek everyone's starting school ! YESY !

GEEEESSS.
had a bad bad nightmare.
in fact, TWO.
followed by a very silly dream.
ALL IN ONE NIGHT. wow.

Why does this always happen ?
Well, i have to say, i've learnt my mistake.
I don't want to pull the two of you apart like how it happened before.
So, even though it hurts, i guess.
Letting go is the only option available.
I guess, i really shouldn't be thinking much at this point of time.
Well, hope you two don't turn sour towards each other alright.
I'm pulling it back.
It won't grow, i hope.
Let's just stop, for now. :)

Life's hard.